Letting go

There comes a time in your life when you started to doubt some values that you've been holding on to...  It might come after certain incident or in a sudden without any cause...

I used to pray for a very important part of my life not to differ...  I guess being the only one holding on to that dream  will apparently become futile... While expectations rise, efforts must increase accordingly...  Demanding certain values must be accompanied by certain remunerations too...

Nothing comes for free these days...  If we want something we must be prepared to give something back in return...  I've been generous until now but I learn things given lavishly will not necessarily be rewarded the same way...

Gradually I'm beginning to adapt to a new me...  Am I getting stronger or becoming ignorance?

Change... again...

Do I really need to change?  To what values?  To adapt to surroundings or to blend with others?

Will change do any good to me?  Will it bring me to new heights?  Will I be a better person changing?

Will the change come with other mishaps?  Will it really please others around me?  Will it satisfy the need for change?

Am I too late for the change?  Can I go through the change?  How long can the change sustain?

After I change will I be getting what I want?  Will the change make it easier to achieve the pursue?  Will the change transform me to another person?

Change... A simple word that is not simple to execute... I am who I am...  I am now, made of 45 years of living...

Can a sudden change benefit all?

Only time will tell...

Be patient...  Be prudent...  Be positive...

Life find its way...